Are doston main amisha hoon mere bs mujhe har rat chodte hain

Main use riporting aur apni naukri ko khatre men dal ya maun men pirit jari rakhne ke bich phata huaa hoon . main sharm mahsoos karta hoon, doshi, aur chintit, soch raha hoon ki mere sath yah kaise ho sakta hai . main bahar nikalne ke lie betab hoon, es ki mang kar raha hoon